Dawn Bodrogi ✦ The Inner Wheel
Originally published in The Mountain Astrologer, August/September 2012

There is an odd thing that happens in astrology (no doubt it happens in other fields) — when a thing is meant to be understood, when its time is coming, it makes itself known in a number of ways, both consciously and subconsciously. When it comes to heavenly bodies, there are usually serendipitous synchronicities between the activity around the astral body and our understanding of its function in our lives. Much the way a transit can put into action events or changes which have been gathering force for some time, activity around an astral body can signal a flourishing of understanding.
Even though we’ve known about Vesta for some years now (a hundred and five, to be exact), we got our first good look at her when the NASA spacecraft Dawn travelled 1.7 billion miles to photograph her up close for the first time in July, 2011. It made sense, astrologically, because Vesta has been whispering to astrologers for quite some time now. And when Vesta whispers, even in the softest whisper, attention must be paid, because she will haunt us until we listen.
On the day Vesta was discovered, March 29, 1807, there was a yod occurring between the Sun at 8 Aries (Venus and Mercury were also in Aries), Saturn at 8 Scorpio and Mars at 4 Virgo. Vesta herself was in the last degree of Virgo at the time. A clue to her nature lies in these positions. Aries does not doubt itself. Mars in Virgo is devoted to its task and perfectionistic. Saturn in Scorpio is both demanding and relentless. And the last degree of Virgo is the ultimate expression of discrimination, of the chaff sorted from the grain.
For a while now, I have been inundated with charts where Vesta is prominent, on an angle, or conjunct the Sun or Moon, an important planet in the chart, or the Nodes. Vesta has been sneaking up on us in progressions charts where she was least expected, and has been adding eye opening detail to ordinary transits. Like her sisters Ceres, Pallas and Juno, Vesta provides an added dimension to the feminine perspective.
All four major asteroids have a role to play in adding a feminine perspective to the mostly masculine planets/archetypes in the natal chart. Aside from the Moon and Venus, our astrological images are for the most part masculine. This makes sense, because the planets are about the outward expression of archetypal energy, and outward expression is, traditionally, a masculine thing — yang, as opposed to yin. However, once we pass Venus and the Moon in the chart, the maiden and the mother, what we are left with representing the mature feminine journey is the Moon again, in the face of the crone. Feminine expression is a bit shortchanged in the chart — a lot happens between birth and elder wisdom. The four major asteroids, Juno, Ceres, Pallas and Vesta cover this important ground between youth and maturity. All four can show areas of life where we need to become receptive, in order for growth to occur. We need to recover our perspective to find meaning for our mature years. We need to open ourselves up and listen. Ceres forces us to find our place in the great life cycles of reaping and sowing; Juno brings up questions of whether we are effective partners with life itself; Pallas asks us to examine our creative cooperation with the world soul. And Vesta, reclusive, often misunderstood Vesta, asks us the simplest but most important question of all — to whom or what are you devoting the precious hours and minutes of your life?
When we think about what we have known of Vesta, two images come to mind. We know about her virgins and we know that she represents the goddess of the hearth, the one who keeps the home fires burning. Nice, but not very sexy. Our initial introduction to Vesta is as a prissy miss who grows into a “Leave It To Beaver” mother. Someone who knows how to keep the floors free of waxy build-up and who can throw together a batch of cookies at a moment’s notice. Ho hum. Poor Vesta. She is none of these things.
Vesta is not so much the goddess of the hearth as she is the fire itself — that central, sacred flame of life, self-perpetuating, eternal. Vesta knows where our true passion lies, and is the place where we come to when we must choose life over death-in-life. And she is everything we do, every step we take, to keep that flame alive. She is our courage, and she is our sacrifice — the willing and joyful surrender that allows us to hold on to what we cherish. The things that make an individual life, dedicated to an individual purpose, worthwhile.
I’ve noticed, with students, that Vesta and Ceres are often confused. I can understand this, given that food and feeding (emotional or otherwise — Ceres) are often connected with hearth and home. But neither of these goddesses should be taken lightly. Ceres has her dangerous side, her cyclical scythe, and I have seen her feast at the table of more deaths, divorces and catastrophes than I care to remember. Vesta’s inclinations are not the stuff and dreams of Cancer — no home-directed contentment here. She can gently tend a fire, but her true nature is quite different. Vesta can turn a little dangerous on you because she has no gray areas. When Vesta sets her focus, there are no alternatives, and she will fly in the face of anyone who tells her otherwise. Yet Vesta is not prone, typically, to extremes or fanaticism. She knows what she loves, and her priorities are set. When she grabs hold in the psyche, Vesta will drive us towards what really matters, and not give a damn whether it’s practical to go there or not, because she infuses us with the heady certainty that what we are drawn towards is absolutely essential to our being.
It’s not surprising how many successful people in the arts have Vesta prominent. Vesta is that urge to do something because you can’t possibly think of doing anything else with your life. A friend of mine who is an actor, who has known he wanted to be an actor before kindergarten, and who has rarely been out of work, has Vesta in the sixth conjunct a fifth house Moon and Mars. Bruce Springsteen, champion of those who do not have a voice, has his Vesta in visionary Sagittarius, conjunct the Descendant. Vesta’s innate ‘knowing’ can be a great gift. As the mystic poet Rumi said, “Let yourself be silently drawn to the stronger pull of what you really love.” Transits and progressions of Vesta, in particular, can mark the times when we have ‘a ha’ moments about where we need to be and what we need to do with our lives.
Vesta is famously self-contained. She has the supreme confidence of those who know that they would make the ultimate sacrifice for whatever or whomever they love, cherish and believe in, and will do it gladly, without questioning. Where Vesta is concerned, we don’t have to think about things. Whatever house she falls in describes what we instinctively honor, and where we hope to be pure of heart and deed. We will gladly sacrifice where Vesta is concerned. Vesta in the third worships learning and communication. Vesta in the sixth has a work ethic that would put any Virgo to shame. Vesta in the eleventh reveres community, and connecting on a social level. Vesta can be particularly single minded, once she is channeled. She can add a white-hot form of concentration to any other aspect, planet or angle she touches in the chart. The dealings of that planet or angle will take on a quality that is hard to describe — not quite driven, but infused with a touch of the absolute.
Sometimes this ‘absolute’ quality can get out of hand. Not that we would notice, in the mad haze of our Vesta-induced righteous certainty. The dark side of Vesta can urge us until we burn from within and we won’t feel a thing until it’s too late and we’re too far gone to see clearly. Vesta isn’t trying to exhaust us — that’s our own doing, depending on the way we react to her whispers in our ear late at night, depending on our own psychological make-up and other aspects in the chart. Vesta simply knows what we must do, and will urge us towards those things in no uncertain terms. The problem with Vesta is that when she is off balance, she forgets that we have another, less absolute, messier side of life to tend to, and that often, divine urgings have to wait.
We can turn away from Vesta, ignore her promptings, elude her. We would be missing out on the very thing that ignites the center of our being, but we wouldn’t have to take on the responsibilities of those who pay her heed. Many of us turn our backs on what matters most to us, because it’s too hard, or complicated, or requires too much time. Vesta doesn’t acknowledge any of those things. Vesta knows that if we ignore our passion, if we don’t meet it halfway, we end up living an inauthentic life, lost in the shadows of what might have been. If a Vestal virgin broke her vows, she was buried alive, because killing one outright was illegal in Roman law. We may end up feeling buried alive ourselves if we don’t give Vesta her voice.
When Vesta is working well in the chart, her purpose is a joyful one, where we are willing to make any adjustments to achieve our sacred goal. Vesta’s energy is not normally the kind that leaves us ravaged and hollowed out from over-work. If you’ve ever had the opportunity to work towards a goal that left you tired, but satisfied and feeling right with yourself and the world, that’s Vesta. However, when Vesta is aligned with a more driven planet, like Mars or Pluto or Saturn, an already driven chart can receive an extra boost of urgency and single-mindedness. When misaligned with the outer planets, for example, Vesta’s urgings can become distorted. With Uranus, we may have Utopian visions and struggle passionately for reform that may be well before its time. When Vesta aligns with Neptune, we may be haunted by an ideal of perfection that may be acutely painful to bear. With Pluto, Vesta can be relentless in her struggle to achieve an absolute inner rightness that may go beyond the boundaries of common sense and decency. With all of these extremes, Vesta may be driven towards the ultimate sacrifice, of itself or others.
Saturn/Vesta can be a particularly heavy internal taskmaster. When Vesta and Saturn are in hard aspect, whatever we do may not measure up. Karen Carpenter, the seventies singer who was one of the earliest celebrity victims of anorexia, had Vesta conjunct the Sun in the 10th, opposite Saturn and square Ceres. Judy Garland had Vesta in the 12th, opposite the Moon and square to a fourth house Saturn. She was driven in her career and haunted by never feeling adequate enough in either her personal or professional lives. Betty Ford had Vesta square a Saturn/Neptune conjunction. Sometimes, when Vesta is paired with harsh configurations in the chart, the pressure is so strong that an escape of some kind must be found — leading to addictions, if other factors in the chart point towards the tendency. With Vesta/Saturn, the urge to devotion needs concrete results, as well as inner validation. If this is thwarted, the inner critic emerges, and the sense of losing time, of life itself closing in, can be excruciating.
As with all of the major asteroids, the word ‘maturity’ is key. As each day goes by, we are more and more aware of what we cherish. When we’re young, how easy it is to throw things away. As we mature, we realize that there are many things in life that never can or will be replaced. We hear Vesta more and more as the years go by, as we turn more inward, as we learn what brings us, and those we love, rest and peace. Those who honored Vesta by becoming her Virgins maintained the role of priestess and became the sacred embodiment of Vesta on earth. She was the heartbeat of Rome itself. After a Vestal reached her mid-thirties, she had the choice to marry, raise a family, or do anything else that a good Roman citizen might care to do. It was considered a special honor for a man to be the partner of a former Vestal. Yet she had to wait until her duty was done. No loopholes, no arguments. The penalty for violating this law was death.
Vesta in Synastry
Vesta’s no-gray-areas approach applies to any planet it touches, but especially when aligned with the relationship planets. Vesta has a habit of cyclical withdrawal; where she resides in the chart we will pull back in order to meditate on what it is that really matters. We use the word ‘focus’ all the time now, but that word, drawn from the Latin ‘foci’ for ‘hearth,’ was first introduced into the lexicon by astrologer and mathematician Johannes Kepler in 1604. It has grown in meaning over the years, taking on the concepts of clarity and concentration, but as it was first introduced it meant, “any central point.” When Vesta is awakened, she lets us know what is central to our lives, or should be. And in order to provide the proper focus, we need to withdraw for a time from the distractions of the world.
Those who have Vesta conjunct a relationship planet in the natal chart will have a need to pull back from partnership from time to time. These are not folks who have a frivolous attitude to relationship. Mostly, they would rather do without than cope with the stresses and distractions of unsuitable partnership, and they can often fall into a habit of retreat, tending the sacred flames of the idea or concept of relationship without getting their toes dirty in the always muddy water of human interaction. Emily Dickinson, as famous for her reclusive life as for her poetry, had Vesta conjunct fiery Pluto and Mars in Aries in the fifth house. Far from being virginal and/or uninterested in partnership, the importance of relationship can become so exaggerated that it can dominate and hijack the whole psychological mechanism of relating. We can become the kind of person for whom relationship becomes so imbued with meaning that we give up ‘real’ relationship completely, preferring to keep the ideal of partnership alive. Vesta can tend the fires of a long lost love for many years, without concern for the ‘reality’ of the situation. Was the partner perfect? No, but Vesta doesn’t care. Vesta only knows that the relationship, for the time it lasted, was central to its existence, and may not feel the need to shake free of the shackles. Actress Katharine Hepburn, whose devotion to the alcoholic and often abusive Spencer Tracy was legendary, had Vesta conjunct her seventh house Taurus Sun.
On the other hand, it’s possible that Vesta, in line with relationship planets, was meant to have those ‘alone’ times in order to alter and correct other relationship dynamics in the chart. Vesta can often be the saving grace in a chart that is unbalanced. It can cause us to withdraw in order to readjust our behavior. A chart that is too obviously Libran, for example, with a stellium of planets in the 7th, or sacrificial Neptune in key places, is often ‘saved’ by having Vesta in something independent like Aries or Sagittarius, or in tight aspect to a key planet like Saturn. The intensity of Vesta can go a long way, when it’s activated, to correct imbalances inherent in the natal. Vesta by progression will throw us into periods that are marked by their inward focus and the lack of need to interact with the world at large. When Vesta makes key aspects, particularly conjunctions, in the progressed chart, it will show us what our focus is at any given time. Vesta to Venus or the Moon via progression can tell us that we’re either keen for romance or settling down. Vesta to Mars may charge up our desire nature in new ways.
However, when affected by progression or transit, Vesta can also go a little haywire. Then normally serene Vesta will shut the windows, lock the doors and throw the keys away. Sometimes, when Vesta is having an ‘off’ day, she doesn’t want to be touched, and anyone who tries to get in there will be shut out for a long time, if not for good. Hard aspects to Vesta between charts may stimulate Vesta to pull back or away. To Vesta, any invasion of her inner core, at the wrong time, will feel like rape. If you want to really offend someone so that they oust you from their lives, try and violate their Vesta. Tell them that what they cherish and find sacred doesn’t matter. Tell them they’re wasting their lives pursuing something that will never happen. Tell them that you think what they hold dear is all nonsense. Then tell me how far you got before you got tossed out.
Vesta in synastry is tricky, because on some days, under softer planetary influences, the contact with Vesta is going to feel fantastic — the intimacy, the devotion, the feeling of being a member of an exclusive club for two. On other days you will not be allowed in. Vesta has levels of intimacy that get peeled away with maturity. But a young Vesta may not allow you in to the sacred spaces until much time has been spent together and trust has been built. Or she may not let you in at all. Vesta is often the place where things are so sacred that we dare not speak of them at all, even to our significant others. A test of intimacy is often, “How much of your Vesta are you willing to show me?” Again, if you make your move too soon, if you try to violate the boundaries, you will be shut out and down.

When Vesta is involved with the relationship planets, it raises the bar. Only the serious and the well-intended, the purest of heart, need apply. When Vesta is tied to Mars, sexual partnership is a priority, and the choices of partner for that person may be more black and white than they are for others. The Vesta/Mars person may not incline towards a partner for years, then know, instantly, when the one arrives who is meant to take them further down the path. Vesta/Venus, as he or she matures, knows that love, in both the greater and the lesser sense, is sacred, and that it is also a connecting power, one that must be wielded wisely. Vesta/Moon gives honor to the sense of belonging, and to the day to day familiarity we share with those we love. Vesta/Moon puts great store by emotional honesty and will not tolerate a relationship that does not allow this. Vesta/Saturn will have a strong sense of what he or she will need to accomplish within this lifetime, but will also have a sense of responsibility towards others that will lean towards the devotional. Vesta in contact with any relationship planet, or with the Descendant, will incline towards sacred sex, because the deep intimacy of relationship is a necessity, and the exchange of sexual energy is a holy ritual.
When Vesta is wrapped up in relationship, we must allow the other person to see what we hold most dear, and that is often where we are the most vulnerable. If Vesta is strong and willing to share, it can add a beautiful dimension to a partnership. Vesta can be the key to the kind of devotional bond that many of us crave. Often, the planet person honors the Vesta person by becoming the ‘keeper at the gate.’ The unacknowledged promise is, “I love what you love; therefore I will honor it by protecting it.” Mars/Vesta, in particular, or Saturn/Vesta enjoys taking on this role, especially once they have given up trying to invade the deepest parts of the fortress. Venus/Vesta will share in devotion and are naturally drawn together by shared values and tastes. Moon/Vesta, with its fourth house connotation, is a natural partnership which honors the space we occupy. In all of these cases Vesta adds the extra dimension of a sacred and inviolable understanding. If, for some reason, any Vesta dominated partnership is violated or betrayed, the end is final and often dramatic.
Commonly, we refer to choosing what the heart wants, over what the head tells us to do. Vesta has a lot to do with understanding the heart. With Vesta, the only fire that exists is the one at the center of the deep, rich resources of the soul. Learning how to tend to this fire gently, with care and intelligence and grace, is a lifelong challenge worthy of only the most devoted.
The wisdom of Vesta has to do with keeping the world out, to a certain extent, until we’re wise enough to use our powers within it. We must keep close to the core fire until we become one with it, and we must lose our fear of burning. We may be late bloomers where Vesta is concerned, waiting and praying and learning, until the fire is lit within. Once it is, we are ready to light the world.
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Vesta Conjunct Series
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